मुझे मेरे ख्वाब नज़र नहीं आते है,

इस धुन्द्लाती हुई ज़िन्दगी में,

मुझे मेरे ख्वाब नज़र नहीं आते है,

क्या करूँ? कोहरा इतना घना है की,

मुझे मेरे ही अहसास नज़र नहीं आते हैं,

कुछ खेल खेला ज़िन्दगी ने ,तेरी ज़िन्दगी के साथ,

की मेरी ज़िन्दगी सारी बदल गयी,

अब तो ये आलम हैं की मुझे,

बिखरे हुए दिल के टुकड़े भी आस पास नज़र नहीं आते हैं.

प्यार की बड़ी बड़ी बातें किया करने वाले हम,

वक़्त के आगे मोहताज़ नज़र आते हैं,

और गम को छुपाये अपनी हसी में हम,

घुमा करते हैं हर जगह,

और फिर भी लोग कहा करते हैं,

की तुम्हारे बिना हम बेजान नज़र आते हैं.



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How it could be...

How it could be,
You are not here with me.
We will meet one day
And God will surely listen to our pray.

Each day I remember,
Each day I think,
It increases my strength,
My sorrows always shrink.

When we use to talk,
All my hidden feelings get unlock.
I feel so light,
Don’t know what’s this insight.
You are my soul mate,
You are my only date,
You are my universe.
you make my lines verse,

How it could be,
U don’t think of me,
I know,I cant be out of ur mind,
If u cant see me,just feel
As love is always blind.

Love Of My Life

"Yes" once you asked me and I couldn't reply,
As I was shocked and little bit shy;
But in my daily crossword,
and to live in this world;
I really need you,
In my every step of life,
I need you;
Parting from you is a great pain,
I will come,call me once again;
Come now please,its a nice time,
I want you to be my rhyme;
you are my joy, you are my laugh,
Without you dear,I am very half;
To have calm,to lead a good life,
You should be my husband,I should be your Wife.

Waiting For You Baby

Remembering and waiting for you,
Baby this is my letter for you;
I am not crying,see baby I am so bold,
I am happy here, so don't feel so cold;
You complete your work there,I ll do mine,
Surely we will meet, so as our sunshine;
I am not weak baby,see I am so strong,
You think I am alone here,but you are little wrong;
Here I found good pals baby,good relations I made,
I feel you are here only,your memories can't fade;
You don't need to worry baby,I am a big girl now,
this time without you,I will manage some how;
All above are true baby ,i am not lyng,
See this letter is dry, as I am not crying;
Though by writing this my heart is feeling heavy,
but your support controls my tears and acts like a levee;
I know you will call me definitely or maybe,
But I will be waiting for you as I love u baby.

Remembering and waiting for you,
Baby this is my letter for you;
I am not crying,see baby I am so bold,
I am happy here, so don't feel so cold;
You complete your work there,I ll do mine,
Surely we will meet, so as our sunshine;
I am not weak baby,see I am so strong,
You think I am alone here,but you are little wrong;
Here I found good pals baby,good relations I made,
I feel you are here only,your memories can't fade;
You don't need to worry baby,I am a big girl now,
All the time without you,I will manage some how;
All above are true baby,I am not lying,
See this letter is dry, as I am not crying;
Though by writing this my heart is feeling heavy,
but your support controls my tears and acts like a levee;
I know you will call me definitely or maybe,
But I will waiting for you as I love u baby.

Spritual Path

This aspect of divine worship,
Glances motherhood, fatherhood and friendship;
In this school of world,God is the principal,
Dispenses justice with certain set principles;
To meet him we don't have to wait,
We can feel him, isn't it great;
Fatherly respecting and fearing,
Motherly he is loving and caring;
Mamma is an opinion ,papa is a fact,
Who could know God's next act;
His proximity can be seen in paradise,
Watching everything by his wide aggrandize;
He is that spritual path in which I wish to walk,
Always I can't here him, Well! always I can talk...

The Last Day

If I knew this day is going for me the last day, a forever sleep,
I would like to tell u how you are important in my life ,how much my love is deep.
I always want to see you inside my door
I would spent a day with you and pray for one more.
you know why I want to spend with you,an extra minute or two,
to stop there and say that for me how important are “YOU”.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything alright.
I hope there will be always a next day to smile and to to meet you,
And certainly there's always a chance to say "Anything I can do's for you"
But just in case if I will be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I pamper you and hope you’ll never forget.
So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for any thing in life,
And you were too busy to grant someone, even to your wife.
So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you care for them,as I m doing dear.
I m telling today itself "I'm sorry," , "Thank you," and "I will be always there for you."
And if tomorrow never comes, I 'll have no regrets that
I Haven’t told you the words which I feel about you .

Maa n Paa

Nights are darkest and mare like when,
Only two hands are there to hold me then.
Who made my way from girl to woman.
Maa and papa you are my that kinsmen.

Now a days I m indulge in my friends,
I wish i could spare an extra minute or two,
To say you my dearest ones that
how much “I love you,"
besides assuming that you KNOW I do.

Tint of your nourishment I can,
see the colors in your eyes,
as you Appreciate that person
that deep inside me lies…

Oh ma oh papa there is nothing
As pure as touching the feet of you
feel the softness of your heart,
the life that you made new.

Maa papa there is so much to say
If u like these lines”it ii make my day”,
well, I know you'll like it sure ,
I know nothing in front of your love so pure..

U fight,U warn,
U betrayed, U gone;
I shouted, I cried,
I broke when u lied,
U hold my hand and suddenly left,
U pushed me in sorrow's depth;
I pleaded I crushed;
U ignored, when my tears burst,
U avoided my broken heart,
Made me brittle,breakable in various parts;
U broke my dreams, U broke my trust,
In a soothing relation, u put all rust;
u made me awake from all night sleep,
u made me helpless, u made me weep;
My eyes searched for u to arrive,
But u didn't care even am I dead or alive;
Time passed but I kept on waiting,
"u will come" my lips kept on stating;
And finally u came with a rose in ur hand,
that day was happiest for me,on this land;
I found gift of love, which I save,
Atleast u put flower on my grave...
Atleast u put flower on my grave...

ख्वाइशों के आईने में दाग नहीं लगते,
खुद को परखने का जस्बा चाहिए,
उड़ने के लिए पंख, ज़रूरी नहीं लगते,
बस मनन में एक होसला चाहिए.
अब कोई पहाड़ हमे पहाड़ नहीं लगते,
उसे लाँघ जाने का फरमान चाहिए.
जस्बात हो तो कांटे,कांटे नहीं लगते,
दिल में बस एक अरमान चाहिए,
निगलने को तो फलक भी बैठा है,
जो असमान को चीर दे, वो उड़न चाहिए...

हजारो बार हम मरते हैं....
बेवजह उन्से प्यार करते हैं....
कयल क्यू रखेगा कोई हमारा,
जब उन्हें पता ही नहीं प्यार किसे कहते हैं...
वो तो अपनी दुनिया में मस्त हो गए...
तो हम क्यू किसी को अपना कहने में डरते हैं....
लोगों को लगता है हम शयरण हैं...
पैर किसे पता,हम अपनी ही दस्ता कहते हैं....
बड़ी अजीब बात है,हम रोते हुए दस्ता सुनते हैं अपनी,
और लोग वह वह करते हैं......

क्यूँ आज मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है,

क्यूँ आज मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है,
काश के सहारे जीना ,ज़िन्दगी का मायना बनता जाता है.

काश की मैं जब कॉलेज से लौटती ,तो माँ मेरा इंतज़ार करती…
मैं माँ का हाथ पकड़ कर, सरे दिन का हाल बयां करती….
माँ की हाथ की चाय अब क्यूँ मुझे सुनहेरा सपना नज़र आता है…
क्यूँ मेरा दिल इस कदर काश पे रुक जाता है….

जहाँ पापा से बातें किये बिना मेरा दिन नहीं काटता था.
उनकी डांट क बिना सूरज आसमान पे नहीं चडता था…
उनसे मिलने को ये दिल कितना तरस जाता है….
क्यूँ मेरा दिल इस कदर काश पे रुक जाता है….

आज अपने ही आशियाने में , मेहमान से जाते हैं…
इन्सान तो एक बार मरता है, पर हम अपनो से बिछड़ के
बार बार मर जाते हैं….

काश मेरे इस कदम में भी पापा की उंगलिया साथ होती…
मेरी माँ का अंचल होता, तो ज़िन्दगी में भी क्या बात होती…
सच तो ये है..मैं आपके बिना कुछ भी नहीं…
मेरे कवाब कवाब नहीं, मेरी हकीकत हकीकत नहीं….

हँसना तो पड़ता है हमे, पर तन्हाई में आंखें रोती हैं …
क्यूँ दूर जाकर अहसास होता है… अपनों की कमी क्या होती है

ये सब कहते कहते…मेरे दिल पे तुफान सा छा जाता है…
इन नम आँखों के सहारे , कुछ और न बोला जाता है…
काश मेरी आवाज़ आपके साथ, वो भी आज सुन रहे होते…
पर क्यूँ ये काश हमेशा काश रह जाता है…
और आज फिर मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है.

क्यूँ आज मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है!

क्यूँ आज मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है,
काश के सहारे जीना ,ज़िन्दगी का मायना बनता जाता है.

काश की मैं जब कॉलेज से लौटती ,तो माँ मेरा इंतज़ार करती…
मैं माँ का हाथ पकड़ कर, सरे दिन का हाल बयां करती….
माँ की हाथ की चाय अब क्यूँ मुझे सुनहेरा सपना नज़र आता है…
क्यूँ मेरा दिल इस कदर काश पे रुक जाता है….

जहाँ पापा से बातें किये बिना मेरा दिन नहीं काटता था.
उनकी डांट क बिना सूरज आसमान पे नहीं चडता था…
उनसे मिलने को ये दिल कितना तरस जाता है….
क्यूँ मेरा दिल इस कदर काश पे रुक जाता है….

आज अपने ही आशियाने में , मेहमान से जाते हैं…
इन्सान तो एक बार मरता है, पैर हम अपनो से भिचाद के
बार बार मर जाते हैं….

काश मेरे इस कदम में भी पापा की उंगलिया साथ होती…
मेरी माँ का अंचल होता, तो ज़िन्दगी में भी क्या बात होती…
सच तो ये है..मैं आपके बिना कुछ भी नहीं…
मेरे कवाब कवाब नहीं, मेरी हकीकत हकीकत नहीं….

हँसना तो पड़ता है हमे, पर तन्हाई में आंखें रोती हैं …
क्यूँ दूर जाकर अहसास होता है… अपनों की कमी क्या होती है

ये सब कहते कहते…मेरे दिल पे तुफान सा छा जाता है…
इन नम आँखों के सहारे , कुछ और न बोला जाता है…
काश मेरी आवाज़ आपके साथ, वो भी आज सुन रहे होते…
पर क्यूँ ये काश हमेशा काश रह जाता है…
और आज फिर मेरा दिल काश पे रुक जाता है.

KALPANA CHAWLA [ A homage to her discoveries]

There was a female,
Who was better than many males;
Karnal was her place,
Her identity was space;
In NASA she had approbation,
Where she gave eloquent oration;

In India, she was the highest crop,
Her success was on the top.
She was of only forty two years,
Left us to give out tears;
She dissolved with a spark,
After that everything became dark.

But it was not the end of her discoveries,
It is just the beginning, with her memories.

Follow your dream

No desire is hard to achieve,

No dream is too big to peeve;

Life is meant to be risky,

So live every moment its really frisky.

Allow every situation to learn and grow,

Leave the depression, its your biggest foe;

A dream should be a model,

For the goal you are searching for,

Don’t find it difficult, it will open your closed door.

The hope will support, the dream you watch.

So that in your life you never botch.

Make the heart and head to one,

To achieve your goal be stubborn.

Don’t measure the distance rest,

Just go on your way and give your best.

Always remember, what you want to do in life?

Success will touch your feet and joy will rife.

Follow your dream, follow your heart,

The life will smile the joy will restart.