Thursday, December 29, 2011
Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho, Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.
Na doulat ki khwaish,
Na Shoharat beshumar rakhta ho.
Wo to bus apne dil mein,
Mere liye pyar rakhta ho.
Kitna bhi vyast ho apni zindagi mein,
Per mere liye har shaam rakhta ho.
Apni khwabo ho pane ki chah mein bhi,
Mere khwabo ko na nazarandar kerta ho.
Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho,
Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.
Apne Gurur mein,
Mujhe aansuo se behta chhod na jaye,
Mere masoom dil ko,
Apni hasraton ke liye tod na jayein.
Jiske man mein main ,
rakt ki tarah behti hu
Jo saans sun ke samajh jayein
Ki main kya kehna chahti hu.
Jo ek umar ke bad mere aansuon ko,
Tamasha na kahta ho,
Jo mehsoos karta ho mere pyar ko,
Na ki sehta ho.
Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho,
Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.
Rooth jane ka mann to bohot tha mera,
Magar koi manane wala na mila.
Dost bhi kuch aise mile,
Jo chood gaye dilbar ke liye
Koi humdum hume humara na mila.
Dooriyan khatam hone ki raah dekhte dekhte,
Pyar hi khatam ho
Karar jo ek bar chhin
Wo hume fir kahin dobara na mila.
Aansu bhi ab mere mujhse kaha kerte hain,
Tanhayi pe teri husne ko jee chahta hai,
Per tujhsa koi bechara na mila.
Din mein sapne dekhte dekhte ub gaye the
Lekin raat ko bhi neend ka sahara na mila.
Haquiqat bhi upanyas ke panno ki tarah thi,
Ki sab theek hote hi, sath tumhara na mila.
Ghar se nikalte nikalte,
Aiyene se mera samna hua.
Wo kuchh is kadar muskuraya,
Ki mano mujh pe has raha ho.
Ki
Jawab kuch aisa aaya,
Ki mano humara sath kabhi kilkash raha ho.
Akhir mein
Teri shikwa to bata de,
Wo aur hasa aur bola kuch aise,
Ki mano mujhpe tanein kas raha ho.
Jise tu aaina samajh rahi hai,
Wo tu hi hai koi aur nahi,
Is zindagi ki justju mein ,
Tu khud ko kahin kho baithi hai,
Ye sawal jo tune mujhse pucche hain…
Zara gor se dekh inka jawab
Teri hi annkhein deti hain.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
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Thursday, December 1, 2011
Maa
Tera wo roz subah uth ke mere liye khana banana,
Mere peechhe peechhe ghum ke use hatho se khilana.
Galti kerne per papa se ek-ek baat batana,
Roz hari hari sabzi khilake mujhe satana.
Office jane se pehle kehna,
Achhe se rehna.
Meri baklol baton ko,
Chup chap se sehna.
Mera fon aate hi mere liye nashta tyyar rakhna,
Main bimar rahu, tu puri raat mere sath jagna.
Mere rone per mujhe seene se lagana,
Mujhe pyar se apne haath fer ke neend se jagana,
Maa teri baatien mujhe har pal yad aatin hain,
Maa sari duniya yahan hai, tu kyun nahi aati hai.
Maa main bachpan se kehti rahi , mujhe bada kerdo,
aur bade hote hi apne sare gun mujh mein bhar do.
Per ab Maa mujhe aur bada nahi hona hai…
Mujhe wapus ghar bula le,
Maa mujhe teri god mein sir rakh ke sona hai…
Sunday, November 20, 2011
In the breezy cold night,
Thoughts on my mind were flying like kite;
I never felt the way I felt yesterday night;
Do you know why you are on earth???
I got to know, what an insight???
I never had a perfect plan for life;
For what I want to strive.
I had a life closed with my friends
I wish that bond never ends,
But I got to know, every single person can be your pal;
Yesterday I came out of eggshell.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Miss U!
When u put that question before
going far away from me,
I never knew that, I’ll miss u this much,
Whats there between u and me,
Is this shows that I love u so much,
Every time I dial ur no.
It says Switched off
By hearing that voice
I’m so much pissed off
I don’t know, what I should do now,
I should say yes or should wait as of now,
Come back soon I’m dying to see u
Meet me once dear I plea u..
I love u for sure,
But how much I don’t know…
I just wanted to tell u my dear
Let’s live life together, to cut our woe…
But don’t be in a hurry to come,
This girl is waiting for u though….
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,
jise main khona nahi chahti thi,
Kal yaad to bohot aayi tumhari,
Pal duniya ke age main rona nahi chahti thi…
Sun ke wo gane jinpe tum thirakte the,
Har gane ke sath kyun hum sisakte the,
Tune banayi meri hakiqat itni khoobsoorat,
Ki main ab sona nahi chahti thi…
Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,
jise main khona nahi chahti thi,
Kal to teri zindagi ke pal maine bhi jee liye,
Khuch ghoont maze ke maine bhi pe liye,
Tum chahte the ki dost ho mere bhi bohot,
Dekho aaj dost aise buse hai is dil mein ki,
Jagah nahi hai tumhare hi liye…..
Tum shayad jana chahte the door mujhse,
main to juda hona nahi chahti thi,
Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,
jise main kabhi bhi khona nahi chahti thi,
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
I have nobody I’m all alone.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Khoya Pyar
Galti hui humse jo aaj bhi unhe,
Is dil se nikala na gaya.
Humne gehna samjh ke pehna unka pyar,
Aur unse humare pyar ka bojh uthaya na gaya…
Wo kehte rahe sub khatam ho gaya,
Per hum unke sang apni duniya sapno mein jeete rahe…
Badal ki tarah hum rote rahe,
Aur logo ko humare aansu,barish ke chheentein lage…..
Per ab baat kuchh aur hai….
Neend aati nahi sapne aate nahi,
Andhera hi andhera hai mere charo taraf…
Aas pas ab to saaye bhi nazar aate nahi.
Per ab to yeh zindagi hi haseen lagne lagi hai,
Teri yadon mein hume khushi milne lagi hai.
Raat ko sote hain…teri yadon ke sahare….
Jhank ke dekh mere dil ke darwaze mein…..
Aaj bhi teri tasweer lagi hai….
Mana ab in hontho pe muskan rehti hai,
Per tanhai mein in aansuo ko chhupaya na gaya…
Jiske liye hum mar chuke…
Unhe humse aaj tak bhulaya na gaya…..
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Lauta Do
Jo tum bolein ki meri saari cheeze Lauta doge….
Lauta do wo yadein,
Wo Kamsin raatein,
Lauta do wo sapna,
Wo adhuri kalpna…
Lauta to do wo ashq,
Wo meri zindagi ka lakshya,
Lauta do wo muskan,
Wo meri Panchhiyon si udan..
Lauta do tumse milne ki khwaish,
Lauta do wo mere pyar ki barish,
Lauta do ,wo guzri teri baahon mein sardi,
zindagi jo maine tere naam kar di...
Lauta do mujhe wo har ek lamha,
Lauta do wo meri adhuri Tamanna
Lauta do wo waqt meri zindagi ka,
Lauta do wo naaz, jo ab lautega kabhi na L
DOST
Satate bhi hain,
Manate bhi hai,
Udas rahun to,
Hasate bhi hain…
Khush ho jaun to rulate bhi hain…
Aur fir has has ke chidate bhi hain…
Kabhi chhoti si baat pe ehsan jatate hain…
Kabhi Sab kuchh deke ,anjane se banjate hain…
Kabhi apne pyar ke khatir bhula dete hain hume,
Per fir pyar ko chhod ker, wapus aate bhi hain…
Kuchh aise hote hain dost,
Juda hoke bohot yaad aatebhi hain…
Aur sath reh ke jaan khaate bhi hain …
RISHTE
Ajeeb anokhe hote hain rishte,
Husate hain rishte, rulate hain rishte,
Kisi ka pyar pake, muskurate hain rishte…
Judai mein kisi ki,tadpatein hain rishte…
Kuchh haseen hote hai,
Kuchh bohot haseen hotein hain rishte…
Jitne log utni tarah ke hain rishte,
Kuchh log khel ke tod dete hain rishte,
Per hum un kuch kuchh logo mein aatein hain jo,
Marte dam tak nibhate hain rishte.
Aur kuchh is tarah mera jeewan khatam ho gaya
Haan haan aaj main bohot royi,
Per isliye nahi ki dil ko teri yaad aayi…
Per isliye quki,aaj sab kuchh khatam ho gaya...
Tera diya naam, teri di hui nami,
Dafan ho gaya,dil ke kone mein kahin,
Aur aaj sub kuchhh khatam ho gaya…
Kal tak tujhse door rehker bhi,
Teri khushiyon ki dua mangti thi main…
Per aaj meri duaon ka kafila bhi khatam ho gaya…
Tere naam se roti,bilakti,siskiyan leti,
Meri in sanson ne kal tak bus tera naam liya,
Per aaj meri saanson ka silsila bhi khatam ho gaya…
Akhri palon mein apne, tujhe nikal ke dil se,
Socha ab basanyege is dil mein koi aur,
Raas na aayi mere dil ko ye baat aur fir,
Is dil ka dhadkna bhi khatam ho gaya…
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
KHUSHI
Khushi ki talash mein ghar se main chal padi ,
Khushi to nahi mili per , ye nazar tumse ja mili…
Dil hai pagal, tumhi ko khushi samajh baitha…
Is Nami ko, tumhare Ankhon ki nami samajh baitha…
Per ise ahsas na tha....
Ek din tumhari nazaro se gir jaungi main…
Tum to pani samajh ke mujhe poonch doge,
Per tumhare bagair tadap ke mar jaungi main…
Per tum mano ya na mano….
Ankhon mein tumhare humesha ye nami rahegi…
Jab bhi kisi aur ko basaoge inmein…
Main chupke se beh jaungi…
Tumhe pata bhi na lagega aur
Tumhari duniya se chali jaungi…
Per mere bad jo nami tumhare aankhon mein base…
Bus wo nami humesha ke liye barkarar rahe
Tumhari in aankhon se wo kabhi na chhalke
na aaye kabhi tumhari aankon mein aansu banke…
Bus issi umeed mein mujhe meri khushi mil jati hai,
Ab main raston mein kya dhoondu use,
Meri khushi to tumhare hoto pe nazar aati hai….
Zinda reh nahi paungi...
Aaj maine tumhe raste me dekha
Dil ne kaha poochhu , kya ye chehra yad hai…
Phir dil se aawaz aayi,
tumne pehchana nahi to sehe nahi paungi ,
Lal ankein dekh ke tumhari man mera machal utha,
Dil ne kaha poochu tumse in mein kya dard samaya hai….
Phir ek aawaz aayi,
ke tune bula liya mujhe wapus to main reh nahi paungi….
Apnein samne dekh ke tujhe ,laga suna du hale dil apna,
Per fir ek awaz aayi, ki shayad ab main sach keh nahi paungi….
Socha bhul jaun tere diye hue gum ko,
Aur laga lu gale se tujhe…
Per fir awaz aayi ki
Ab pathhar dil ke sath main bhawnao mein beh nahi paungi….
Phir laga rasta badal du…
Fir aawaz aayi
Rasta badal ke bhi to zinda reh nahi paungi…
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Masoom Dil..... :(
Bechara, mera zakhmi dil…
Aaj bhi tumhe yaad karke rota hai…
Use kya pata bewafai kya hoti hai,
Kis baat ka naam dhoka hai…
Ye to kal bhi nadan tha aaj bhi hai,
Masoom dil ko andaza bhi nahi,
Ki pyar kerne ke bad,
Ise toot jana hota hai….
Ye to tumhare naam se dadakta hai,
Kabh tez ,kabhi dheere,
Kabhi kabhi sisakta hai….
Per bechara, ye nahi samajhta…
Ki tum ab nahi lautoge,
Tumne koi aur ghar dhoond liya hai,
Aur ye aaj bhi tumhare intezar mein….
Roz meri palkein bhigota hai….
Tumhari galti nahi, main to samajhti hoon yar….
Per kya karoon…
Dil abhi nadan hai ,dil abhi chhota hai…
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Sorry I can't wait any more....
Hey it hurts when u shout at me,
But it hurts more, when u keep silence...
It’s difficult to bear, when u avoid me,
And its another invitation to violence,
Between u and me :(
These are some lines,
I wrote when you were here…
Now there is a hollow heart with me,
And no eyes to seer…
But I can still feel you,
Why didn’t you burn my heart,
It would be better than hew,
You hewed my heart and went away…
So that there, no body can dare to stay…
But now you don’t belong to me,
Neither I’m yours,
But what can I say to you,
When you don’t want me anymore :(
Now it doesn’t hurt…
Nor I feel empty,
No reasons are left to divert…
But to quit there are plenty…
I’ll go with the plenty,
Because my hollow heart is scared now,
But I appeal to the world,
Never ever try to punish you though,
Because you left me for some years or so,
And I'm betraying by going forever
As you might have come back,
If I would have been able to wait for you some how…
Haan main galat thi….
Laga tha mujhe mar jaungi teri rusvaiyon ke bad,
Dil bhi dhadakna chod dega,teri parchhiyon ke bad…
paani ki boonde nahi thi, aansoon the mere,
Jise tum behta chod gaye,
Kash ki wo mera dil na hota,
Jise tum aise tod gaye….
Ek ashq aur beh jata,
To gum na tha…
Per Gume hue dil ke tukde ko…
Kahan dhoondu, in gum ki khaiyon ke bad…
Wo koi tumhara aalap nahi tha,
Siskiyan thi meri,
Tum sun ke bhi sun na sake,
Kuchh aisi kismat thi meri…
Kwab bhi tootte to main sawar leti,
Per haquikat bi, ghair lagti hai, tanhaiyon ke bad…
Friday, May 13, 2011
This Poem is not for you....
I just wanted to be with you,
And you left me without any clue,
Had I asked you for more?
And you bashed my feelings
Perhaps you were bored….
I still remember every road,
On which we use to travel…
Those twists and turns became smooth,
Which were really ravel…
I used to cry on your shoulder,
Now I cry for you...
Being so empty, I cried all day
My bright life has changed to blue…
The memories can be felt on my face,
Sadness grew, my eyes can be traced.
But I can feel the silver line,
And waiting for you to cry for me…
But the day on which you will realize my love,
You would have been replaced by some ‘HE’.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
BLOODSHED IN WAR
In that rich earth, a richer ocean concealed,
New river started flowing inside the field;
All said, why am I crying for some unknown dead,
I said they are other form of us, instead.
The bloodshed goes on, without any sound,
I can see my kinsmen lying, on the ground ;
Body wrapped with blood and woes,
Presented by, their never ending foes.
Unlike love, war never ends,
The eyes of the dead will haunt their friends;
Blame this, blame that, blame the fate,
Like other dates, it becomes another date.
Blood all around and rage against the ground,
Only blood and sound, no cure for wound;
Why to fight to end the spring,
Oh initiators of war, kindly think.
मुझे कविता लिखना पसंद है… इन्हें कविता पढ़ना बिलकुल पसंद नहीं…. इसलिए अक्सर इनसे नाराज़ होकर इन्हीं की शिकायत… पन्नों में उतार देती हूँ… जान...
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Haan main galat thi …. Laga tha mujhe mar jaungi teri rusvaiyon ke bad, Dil bhi dhadakna chod dega , teri parchhiyon ke ...
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A broken girl trying to be strong, She wakes at night long very long, A pool of tears which she hides, A broken dream on whic...