My Beautiful Dream....

He came into my life like a sun,

He wasn’t a bit serious, it was fun.

He had broad shoulders, and broad chest,

He was just amazing not like rest.

When he said "I love you", I felt so bliss,

His voice was so virile, like offering of a kiss.

I don’t know was he a dream or a truth,

But he was like a fountain of youth.

He was little weird, but who does care?

The kind of things he says, who else can dare?

I love his smile, his mesmerizing look,

After all he is, yes he is my duke.

Why m not special :(

Why doesn’t anyone love me truly?

Why there is no one to hold my hand?

Why there is no one,

Beside whom I would love to stand?

Why there is nobody who cares for me?

Why there is nobody who does prayers for me?

Why there is no one who can realize my innocence…

Why there is no one who wants my presence?

Why there is no body, and I’m all alone…

Why there is no body and I feel like a breathing stone.

Why there is no body in whose dream I can swim.

And who can say that I’m special for him.

Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho, Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.

Na doulat ki khwaish,
Na Shoharat beshumar rakhta ho.
Wo to bus apne dil mein,
Mere liye pyar rakhta ho.

Kitna bhi vyast ho apni zindagi mein,
Per mere liye har shaam rakhta ho.
Apni khwabo ho pane ki chah mein bhi,
Mere khwabo ko na nazarandar kerta ho.

Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho,
Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.

Apne Gurur mein,
Mujhe aansuo se behta chhod na jaye,
Mere masoom dil ko,
Apni hasraton ke liye tod na jayein.

Jiske man mein main ,
rakt ki tarah behti hu
Jo saans sun ke samajh jayein
Ki main kya kehna chahti hu.

Jo ek umar ke bad mere aansuon ko,
Tamasha na kahta ho,
Jo mehsoos karta ho mere pyar ko,
Na ki sehta ho.

Wo jaisa bhi ho, jo bhi ho,
Mujhe bus pyar kerta ho.

Rooth jane ka mann to bohot tha mera,

Magar koi manane wala na mila.

Dost bhi kuch aise mile,

Jo chood gaye dilbar ke liye

Koi humdum hume humara na mila.

Dooriyan khatam hone ki raah dekhte dekhte,

Pyar hi khatam ho gaya,

Karar jo ek bar chhin gaya,

Wo hume fir kahin dobara na mila.

Aansu bhi ab mere mujhse kaha kerte hain,

Tanhayi pe teri husne ko jee chahta hai,

Per tujhsa koi bechara na mila.

Din mein sapne dekhte dekhte ub gaye the

Lekin raat ko bhi neend ka sahara na mila.

Haquiqat bhi upanyas ke panno ki tarah thi,

Ki sab theek hote hi, sath tumhara na mila.

Ghar se nikalte nikalte,

Aiyene se mera samna hua.

Wo kuchh is kadar muskuraya,

Ki mano mujh pe has raha ho.

Maine puchha usse,

Ki maine kya khata ki hai,

Jawab kuch aisa aaya,

Ki mano humara sath kabhi kilkash raha ho.

Akhir mein maine puchha,

Teri shikwa to bata de,

Wo aur hasa aur bola kuch aise,

Ki mano mujhpe tanein kas raha ho.

Jise tu aaina samajh rahi hai,

Wo tu hi hai koi aur nahi,

Is zindagi ki justju mein ,

Tu khud ko kahin kho baithi hai,

Ye sawal jo tune mujhse pucche hain…

Zara gor se dekh inka jawab

Teri hi annkhein deti hain.

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Aaj bhi meri suji hui aakhon ka,

Log haal puchhte hain.

Tujhse jude ateet pe ,

Hazaar sawaal puchhte hain.

Kehte hain log,

Kyun kisi ki main aaj tak ban na pai?

Mere tere pas wapus anne ka,

Khayal puchhte hain.

Tujhse alag main kabhi ho hi na pai,

Aur log humare sath ke saal puchhte hain.

Maa

Tera wo roz subah uth ke mere liye khana banana,
Mere peechhe peechhe ghum ke use hatho se khilana.

Galti kerne per papa se ek-ek baat batana,
Roz hari hari sabzi khilake mujhe satana.

Office jane se pehle kehna,
Achhe se rehna.
Meri baklol baton ko,
Chup chap se sehna.

Mera fon aate hi mere liye nashta tyyar rakhna,
Main bimar rahu, tu puri raat mere sath jagna.

Mere rone per mujhe seene se lagana,
Mujhe pyar se apne haath fer ke neend se jagana,

Maa teri baatien mujhe har pal yad aatin hain,

Maa sari duniya yahan hai, tu kyun nahi aati hai.

Maa main bachpan se kehti rahi , mujhe bada kerdo,
aur bade hote hi apne sare gun mujh mein bhar do.


Per ab Maa mujhe aur bada nahi hona hai…

Mujhe wapus ghar bula le,

Maa mujhe teri god mein sir rakh ke sona hai…

In the breezy cold night,
Thoughts on my mind were flying like kite;
I never felt the way I felt yesterday night;

Do you know why you are on earth???
I got to know, what an insight???
I never had a perfect plan for life;
For what I want to strive.

I had a life closed with my friends
I wish that bond never ends,
But I got to know, every single person can be your pal;

Yesterday I came out of eggshell.

Miss U!

When u put that question before

going far away from me,

I never knew that, I’ll miss u this much,

Whats there between u and me,

Is this shows that I love u so much,

Every time I dial ur no.

It says Switched off

By hearing that voice

I’m so much pissed off

I don’t know, what I should do now,

I should say yes or should wait as of now,

Come back soon I’m dying to see u

Meet me once dear I plea u..

I love u for sure,

But how much I don’t know…

I just wanted to tell u my dear

Let’s live life together, to cut our woe…

But don’t be in a hurry to come,

This girl is waiting for u though….

Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,

jise main khona nahi chahti thi,

Kal yaad to bohot aayi tumhari,

Pal duniya ke age main rona nahi chahti thi…

Sun ke wo gane jinpe tum thirakte the,

Har gane ke sath kyun hum sisakte the,

Tune banayi meri hakiqat itni khoobsoorat,

Ki main ab sona nahi chahti thi…

Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,

jise main khona nahi chahti thi,

Kal to teri zindagi ke pal maine bhi jee liye,

Khuch ghoont maze ke maine bhi pe liye,

Tum chahte the ki dost ho mere bhi bohot,

Dekho aaj dost aise buse hai is dil mein ki,

Jagah nahi hai tumhare hi liye…..

Tum shayad jana chahte the door mujhse,

main to juda hona nahi chahti thi,

Tum wo hissa the meri zindagi ka ,

jise main kabhi bhi khona nahi chahti thi,

I have nobody I’m all alone.

All the time,

I smile, I dream

But in dream I scream…..

I scream hard because of strain,

All the pain go through my brain.

I sing, I dance

To forget u,I gave myself a chance

But by that chance, I lost…

I lost myself and paid the cost.

I study, I play

With swollen eyes on bed I lay

But I lay to forget my fears,

There is no one to wipe out my tears.

I paint, I sketch

To glow once again, I try to stretch.

But I stretch to save myself from a stone.

Because that stone left me all alone.

I talk, I giggle,

With people I mingle.

To hide the fact that now I’m flesh & bone…

I have nobody I’m all alone.

I have nobody I’m all alone.