Friday, December 18, 2015

A letter to mom!



I'm crying inside mom, as I can't make you proud;
It's difficult to express what I feel, it’s difficult to say it loud.
Why did you train me to do the stuffs with computer and book?
You didn't train me to manage home, didn't make me a perfect cook.

It's not that I don't want to learn things, with your thinking I agree;
It's just that I’m struggling and found out that it's not my cup of tea.
It's just that I’m not able to manage my life, that's why I'm upset;
It's just the office which I can do, in that too I'm not perfect.

But traveling is taking most of my strength Mommy,
Otherwise your daughter is not a looser mommy.
I don't know, why I’m not keeping well,
I wish you could come by my side and could see my eyes swell.

I love you mom but I can’t be like you,
You are an angel, but  your daughter isn't one...haven't you really knew?
I don't know how you managed office, us and home,
For me managing these stuffs are like a never building Rome.

Why did you gave birth to such an imperfect daughter,
She can just give you reasons for worry, not a single sound of laughter


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